Day 2 is worse then the day before... Walking away from a relationship you wanted to work breaks you.. I've had to ask the questions and also give myself the answers.....sitting in a dark space is how I usually deal...I was told closure sometimes comes from a stranger.. ...hopefully using your site to share my words...will give me the key to closing the door... I believe dreams do manifest into our reality.. when relationships fail we look into our mirrors asking why... and tears even fall because of the memories that were created... I still remember our last eye contact... when something falls / breaks the pain it causes is worse then the words had they just been shared.. that is what he left me with...my story is no worse then anyone else who has shared their stories on your site...I believe when you say the words ... IT BROKE... then it dies and some how you move forward... time doesn't heal... it gathers all the memories for storage.. these are the memories that come flooding in while your alone.. driving.. laying down to sleep... I believe my experiences with this man made my life special during that time.. though we will never speak again... I smile today because of what we gave to one another...being able to give an eviction notice to all the thoughts that are building in my head...B4Lyfe gave me the platform to share...and most of all move forward with God's help... your page saved me today...controlling outcomes are never ours to have...your page gave me the door to walk through and start my healing... Thank you!